Lament of the Mind

mask-the-geokin:

shayanbes:

shellyshockz:

I don’t about how anyone else feels, but I felt like drawing my own. I feel like this more often than I want to, and I’m currently on the brink of just giving up altogether…it hurts like hell feeling left out of things or not being included, or just the feeling of being forgotten or ignored in general…I really want to just throw in the towel and abandon all ties to some people so I never have to feel this way…but I still have a small spark of hope somewhere that won’t let me quit no matter how much I’d really like to…so…I guess I’ll just wait and see..

I really … This is something I’ve been experiencing a ton but I’ve never had the courage to talk about, though when I do try it just easily goes back to square 1. I still kinda feel nervous about typing this with the reblog too so sorry for adding this. The post reallly relates a lot to me. So thank you Shelly. Really. I mean it. vuv <3

I have an actual hole in my chest im not kidding

Well aside from the joke comment there… this is definitely a good description of how I feel literally every day of my life.