Having one of those nights where my dysphoria dial is set to 11. I don’t want to be me. I can’t stand being me. I want nothing to do with me or my life or my feelings or anything.
The past couple days I’ve been almost nonfunctional. I haven’t felt this bad since before I had medicine.
I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t even know if it can be fixed.
27. Chaotic Neutral INFP, techie, Blizzard gamer. Possibly a shitposting robot. Anti-authority, anti-fascist, far-left radical.